However I might need a visual calendar diagram style thing to really understand this whole cycle thing. I am not getting the terminology and it seems like 10 different massive things are happening at the same time. The eggs, possible fertilization, and if not clearing out everything I get. Also changes in hormones, moods and the possible instability. But fitting all the when, what, and how together seems almost impossible, when you do not have any practical experience I have a penis).